TENDER.LOVING.CARE

MY 20th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Click to witness the cruelty i've been through. HA. Just Kidding. :)

credits from Veron

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Age is catching up with me, sometimes when i forget that you cared,
All you need to do is to remind me baby
Saves all the trouble and hassle going through a fight instead right?

I love you baby and today i love NINJA too. :)

I asked for some care and concern
I asked for some companionship
I asked for someone to wipe away my tears
But i did not get them

Would you care to tell me why?

No baby, fret not
I wont expect much from you anymore

DURING TIMES LIKE THIS

I dont know if i should be mad at you or be mad at myself
Yes indeed i have plans which are too far-fetched from now
But what irks me deeply was the fact that you denied about something which you had said it to me last week
Maybe due to the hectic schedule in NS that resulted in this STM
But whatever it is
If you dont mean it, dont fucking hell say it in the first place

I know NS is tiring you down
I know i have not been understanding enough
But seeing me crying and walking away
You just could not be bothered
Its not as if you are not there
You were just standing beside me

I dont think it really matters to you about how often we meet and all
Because you cant give me a definite YES
Not saying anything in hope for the mess to tide down
You jolly well know this method aint gonna work

After yesterday, i have thus removed any thoughts about making any plans with you.

No promises means no commitments.

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FAST-FORWARD

Exams are over for secondary school students and we are going back to school real soon. More upcoming birthday celebrations and festive seasons and soon we'll be welcoming a new year.

How time flies as usual~

Although i had make plans for the next few months ahead, i still not dare to take any actions yet. Like what they always say, always expect the unexpected.

Just felt like blogging while waiting for elinda boyfriend to post up photos of yesterday. Its been ages since i post some photos up here.

its friday the 13th

ITS FRIDAY! :)

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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JO CHIA! :)

SAFE

Seeing teh boyfriend after his field camp which lasted for 6 days 5 nights and the stupid ordeal i went through yesterday, i felt so relieved that i just couldn't stop crying.

If only, you dont needa serve NS.

i am still not okay though
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DAY 3

For the past few days, it seems like i've been texting my imagination boyfriend because there seems to be no reply from him. Like duh. I cant wait for SATURDAY to arrive!

lots of misses
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SAY IT LOUD

I tried my best to say some comforting words to you. But it doesnt seems to help much eh? Since the day has arrived, promise me that you'll be safe.

In the meantime, i'll keep myself occupied with i dont know what. This sucks.

missing you baby
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